please change..

people change. the words that we always use when some people nk bgtau something yang kononnye someday dorang mmg akan berubah mengikut peredaran waktu. yes, mmg btol, tapi bukan lahh bertukar kepada 'bad' kn?? hrmm, same happen to me here, ape yg korang rase when orang yg kite sayang, berubah tak tentu hala tnpa any penjelasan?? yeah, i know, everyone busy, asgnment, class, koko actvity, time with friend, time to sleep yg panjang, and at last, mase untuk kite, nk layan kite, nk cntact kte, jadi minimum, sejam pon tak dapat nk luangkan mase. what?? siape saya dalam hati awak, kenapa no time for you untuk layan  yg selama ni mnunggu awak?? yesss, mmg.. mmg kite ni student.. tapi boleh explain kot knp tak sg, knp tak cntact semua, but ni, dia just diam tetibe... sy ni just a normal perempuan yang nk her own BF treat her well.. tolong, i know awak takkan paham, and takkan tau ape yg saya nk, even dah beribu kali i keep talking about this. so btter i luahkan semua dalam ni so that, kurang sikit rase beban sakit hati... dah bnyak kali awak ckp nk berubah, nk berubah btol, sumpah nk berubah, tapi at last, same je situasinye... please treat me right.. tolong.. i just have one boyfriend. YOU. please respect me. bye.

dying inside......

I'm dying to get all your attitude.
I'm dying to take care of you.
I'm dying enough to hate you.
I'm dying enough to love you day by day.

but, you..
still behaving like nothing happen.
arghhhh..
So sick about to die..
i love you more than i love myself..
this is not the way you should treat me..
please show me your love..
even a little,
but enough for me to make me happy..
i wish..
i really hope..
thank you...